It was just today that I finally saw what happened yesterday. Our electric power was cut-off in the middle of the typhoon for our sake. No visual means of media just AM and FM radio from our car.  It was only today that I finally saw what really happened.

So depressing to see those things.

Lots people lost their houses, cars and properties.

Lots people lost their family.

I feel so bad yesterday since I was stuck and very safe at home.  The flood didn't us since our house was situated on a residential hill-top.All i can offer during those time were prayers for the rain to stop and to save people stuck on their respective roofs.

We went out of the metro today and the whole city was full of mud while some area still flooded. Supermarkets are packed with people and it was overwhelming to see that most Filipinos even foreigners were buying box and box of goods that they'll donate to the families affected by the typhoon.

Went to Ateneo Univ. awhile ago to donate some relief goods in our family's behalf. More people and their donations coming.

If some civil groups will still need some volunteers tomorrow. I'm planning to go (maybe in Ateneo too).

WE ALL NEED YOUR PRAYERS

or if you have means to donate

Typhoon victims in Philippines in dire need of food/clothing.
Call the American Red Cross to help. 18004357669

THANK YOU!

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!

First of all, I want to apologize for lack of update. I became busy and therefore just kept to myself all the bits of fandoms I know OTL. IDK, if when will I post the next entry here in LJ but for those who have twitter follow me -> BOOHOSHI

OK going back to the real reason why I was moved to post an entry again.

I just want to give my side about PARK JAY of 2PM's myspace incident.

I'm not the biggest 2PM (HOTTEST) fan here but I learned to love these boys in such short time. I like them for they are real teenage boys who enjoy life to the fullest by doing crazy things and pranks on each other. They got great charisma both on and off stage. It is just hard to digest what had happened these past few days esp. today. Awhile ago, Park Jay decided to leave Korea and go back to America to be with his mother and brother. I don't want to say that he really did quit 2PM as it was stated on his letter he sent to the HOTTEST site (i think) because I still believe that he'll be back soon.

What caused him leaving Korea (for now)?

NO OTHER than the weirdest culture Korea ever had. Yup, I'm talking about ANTI FANS.

I think the ANTIS were watching WILD BUNNY and saw Jay and the other members checking out sites. FACEBOOK, NAVER, MYSPACE where some of the sites featured. But, Myspace did it. The almighty wacko ANTIs did their thing and looked for the boys accounts. They did found out about Jay's past comments/ rants about Korea to his friend back in US. The ANTIs made this issue so big that resulted to Jay leaving for US.

I always hate the idea of anti fandom. For me, it is just a waste of time and effort to bring someone down. If you don't like them then don't watch their shows. Don't listen to their music and don't do stalking (whether online or not) Simple as that! Why can't they do that? 

What Jay posted in Myspace is understandable. If I'm a Korean, I'll raise an eyebrow too but not to a point of getting mad at him. Oh no, not mad but DESPISE. I used despise because ANTIs even made an online petition for JAY TO COMMIT SUICIDE! If you are in Jay's shoes and saw that online petition, how would you feel? Burdened, right?

When the myspace comments were released online Jay immediately released an apology statement. Why can't they just forgive him and understand his situation then? The comment was written 4-5 years ago when Jay was still a trainee and still adjusting to Korean way of life. He probably missed his family and all about America that time. That's why he ended up saying those things. I, myself (even though i'm not public figure and all) bad mouth my homeland sometimes. I say stupid things about it esp. about the government and all those crazy things. But, no one can ever stop me because we all have the right to express ourselves! Going back to Jay's issue, he must have felt the baddest homesick feeling ever when he wrote it. That's why he choose to made silly comments and put it as a joke rather than be EMO to his guy friend. Just imagine how awkward it would be when 2 guys are EMO-ing with each other... Lastly, those Myspace comments shouldn't been released online even though Jay is a public figure now and everyone can read the comments... i think what the ANTIs did was a violation of Jay's right to privacy. It was a convo. between him and his friend... nobody else involved.

Jay left Korea (6 pm) KST with a heavy heart and in a very apologetic manner. Hottest tried to stop. Sadly, nothing can stop him from going back to US. At that hour, I realized that it is right for his to go back to US for the mean time, be with his family, reflect on things, re-think his decision and study music (as he stated earlier). He needed to be away from all the chaos and mend his heart.

I just hope and pray thay he will really be back soon and as a stronger man. Also, still as 2PM's leader.

>>BTW~ it seems like the ANTIS realized the chaos they bring and they recently released all the new realization (good talks) Jay have about Korea still from Myspace (also, years ago). WHY DID THEY CHOOSE TO LEFT OUT THAT PART WHEN THEY RELEASED THE NEGATIVE ONE?! NOW, THAT JAY CALLED IT QUITS, THEY TRY TO REDEEM THEMSELVES BY POSTING THE GOOD ONES!? UNBELIEVABLE!!

THE CULTURE OF ANTI FANDOM SHOULD REALLY STOP NOW!
IT IS RUINING THE SOCIETY.
TOO MUCH HATRED IN THE WORLD IS NOT THE BEST WAY TO LIVE OUR LIVES.

This may sound cliche but i want to end the entry that way... MAKE PEACE NOT WAR!

박재범 (Park Jay) we will wait for the day that you'll be back with the boys again.
People in Seattle please show your love to Jay and fetch him at the airport ^^

SORRY FOR THE UN-CUT and LONG ENTRY.

Since I'm on TVXQ high tonight....
Might as well dedicate an entry for all the AADBSK3 DVD cuts that i'll find tonight.





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